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vague early-morning thoughts.
1. I've been having this issue when writing femslash recently: so much meta and such has passed my eyeballs I have the distinct worry that I'm fetishizing someone else's sexuality, and it's... making it difficult to finish things. (short things, like the Kara/Dee bit, don't require as much thought, but longer things? Oh yeah.)
A part of me wants to whine about this wrecking my ability to just produce femslash at the drop of a hat.
(ok, a large part of me; I hate second-guessing myself and not being able to write what I want to because I'm not a lesbian/haven't had the experience of coming out/don't know what it's like, and yes, I am whining right now. And frustrated.)
2. My feet are cold.
3. I am going to attempt to stay offline again, though I'm not taking Parker with me since lunch is only a half hour. The upside is that I'll be off an hour early.
4. Pants with no pockets suck.
5. Also? I'm really tired of writing het porn. Like. I think I've written so many orgasms that at this point I can repeat myself verbatim. Maybe it's time to start fading to black.
A part of me wants to whine about this wrecking my ability to just produce femslash at the drop of a hat.
(ok, a large part of me; I hate second-guessing myself and not being able to write what I want to because I'm not a lesbian/haven't had the experience of coming out/don't know what it's like, and yes, I am whining right now. And frustrated.)
2. My feet are cold.
3. I am going to attempt to stay offline again, though I'm not taking Parker with me since lunch is only a half hour. The upside is that I'll be off an hour early.
4. Pants with no pockets suck.
5. Also? I'm really tired of writing het porn. Like. I think I've written so many orgasms that at this point I can repeat myself verbatim. Maybe it's time to start fading to black.
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2. I have contemplated those.
4. I have a backpack. I don't think that counts.
5. They're always talking when I write sex. And they don't stop talking (usually). But it does get boring after a while. I am sort of working towards fading to black, I think. Because if I have to write one more orgasm, I might just kick something.
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5. That's because you're still characterizing them and otherwise advancing the relationship or plot. I prefer those type of sex scenes because then they're neither superfluous nor boring. Orgasms are much easier.