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lyssie ([personal profile] lyssie) wrote2008-06-16 07:35 pm

ficlet: BSG, episode insert 'Revelations'

I was re-watching a Certain Scene trying to answer a question I'd had, when this popped into my head. Annoying, as I was trying to get enough motivation to write something else. But it's 360 words and done, so, yay. Spoilers, yo.

Cylon. Sam's a Cylon. Kara's head is spinning, and she's not sure it will ever stop, again. Her world is upside-down and inside-out, and the only thing that makes sense is the viper next to her. The deck under her feet. Galactica is always where she's belonged. At least, that's what she used to think, now, she's not so sure.

A memory swamps her, too-recent and just a little raw around the edges now. They'd frakked, practically too tired to make it from arousal to orgasm, and Kara wasn't even sure now that she had. Tangled in the lazy aftermath, her mouth got ahead of her brain.

"Why, Sam? Why did you keep backing me up?"

When she'd realized what she'd asked, she'd started to pull free of him. Fight or flight was still her basic mode, even then.

His hands had stroked her side, pulling her back against him as he laughed. The sound was almost exhausted, and Kara felt guilty about sending him out on too many CAPs, even though he was a good, solid pilot. "I figure I owe you, after that whole rescuing my ass from Caprica thing..."

She'd let it drop.

A part of her hadn't really wanted to know the truth. A part of her still doesn't want to know the truth--refuses to believe that the simple answer was the one she'd never looked for.

"You know, you had a feeling you could find Earth. I trusted you, backed you every step of the way. Now I need you to trust ours."

The world becomes solid again, the viper white and silent next to her. Sam had said there was something different about it. She steps towards it, for a moment curious. It hits her, then. Lee's in charge, and Lee doesn't forgive. Her husband was just arrested for being a Cylon, and there's nothing that will save him from being airlocked--

Kara's halfway up the ladder before the thought is complete.

Whatever he is, however he's lied, he's right. She owes him one crazy-ass feeling.

She's almost proud that her hands don't shake when she sits down.
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. I'm not sure I have more of this.
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you =)

My current resolution on that is "OMG NO", but then, I once swore I'd never ever write her giving the dog tags back, and I think I've done it three times, so far.

[identity profile] chev-y.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
His hands had stroked her side, pulling her back against him as he laughed

Yeah I know I'm a stupid hopeless romantic but that sentence just makes my heart ache for them.

Thanks, Lyssie. I always love your stories. Gives me hope.
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Aww. Thank you, darlin'.

I am delusional and full of hope, baby. ;]

[identity profile] sabaceanbabe.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. Because now I don't have to write this. *happy sigh* *sniffle* Oh, Kara. Oh, Sam.
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
ahahaha. Thank you.

[identity profile] amazingly-shiny.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Yay! That was wonderful Lyssie!

Is there going to be more? Maybe the conversation?
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. =)

Er, probably not, at the moment.

[identity profile] lizardbeth-j.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
Yay! And like Sbabe said, now you've taken care of it, so it can slide quite nicely into my fanon and I don't have to PINE AWAY for it! :)
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 12:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you =)

HAHAH. All you people who are getting off the hook. *pouts*

[identity profile] raincitygirl.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
When I am Empress of the Universe, I am going to decree that the above is canon. So there.
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 12:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you. what do you mean it's not?

[identity profile] frolicndetour.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
*sniff* Wonderful, and it fits right into the scene.

A part of her hadn't really wanted to know the truth. A part of her still doesn't want to know the truth--refuses to believe that the simple answer was the one she'd never looked for.

Owww. Particularly liked the flashback, because that's one of the first things I think she would question.
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you =)

When Kara wasn't crazy-cakes anymore, she would totally be all "??o.O ???" at Sam.

[identity profile] mamaboolj.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Just awesome!
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-06-17 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you =)
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[identity profile] cujoy.livejournal.com 2008-10-18 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh - I love this!
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[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2008-10-19 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you =)