bleh

[lyssie]

gross tmi in a moment. 'cause. must share. masochisticially. (I know it is tmi 'cause I just grossed Ryuu out. sorry, hon)

The worst part about having an easy to reach REM state is the drifting in and immediately encountering graphic sense memories of my teeth being yanked. And pulled and prodded.

Tugging, pulling, chipping away, driling. God. The drilling, because there needed to be water for the drill and thus, my mouth was stretched open wider. arr. sigh

And, just. The amount of torque he had to put on my mouth at times keeps echoing into my quickdreams.

Unfortunately, the slight panic that accompanied it at the time is coming back.

sigh.

now I eat my pudding, take more drugs, and go to bed bed. *crosses fingers*

Comments

[greycoupon.livejournal.com]

Aww, like Kate said just hang in there. Get some rest and tomorrow just eat pudding and read lots of porn.

[lyssie.livejournal.com]

*grumbles* But all the porn I want to read I've already read, or I've written it. sigh. I am, however, watching BSG. I skipped Bastille Day, though. And slept through most of it.