lyssie: (Ficbutton stolen from A.j.)
lyssie ([personal profile] lyssie) wrote2005-04-06 10:10 pm

SCAM: Battlestar Galactica, smut

Guys, if Jara disowns me, I blame this TOTALLY on you.

Fandom: Battlestar Galactica
Disclaimer: Not mine. Rating: Not for the kiddies. Het sex.
Pairing: Lee/Kara *No, Jara, I haven't abandoned you)
Set: Kobol's. CONTAINS SPOILERS.
For: AnguaLupin, whom I promised smut to a few days ago. Hope this suffices. (they were kinda cranky about it all)
Song I stole the title from: Gravity Kills' "Crashing"
Beta: None. In fact, even though I ran it through wp's spellcheck once and looked over it, there's a high probability of typoes. Given my fuzzy eyesight.


When It All Comes Crashing Down
by ALC Punk!

She thinks they started wrong (when she thinks at all), for all of the wrong reason.

That she was reaching for something she shouldn't have, and he was reaching for what he could have. And she knows he loves her.

She just doesn't think she loves him (or maybe she does, and that's the problem).

They were angry at each other.

Kara sometimes thinks they're always angry at each other. As if it gives them a reason to survive. A reason to cling that much longer to hope. She's not much for analyzing her actions, of course.

'Cause I'm a screw-up, Lee. Try and keep that in mind.

He hadn't, of course. Instead, he'd pushed; later, on the hangar deck. He'd ignored her apology and walked away. And ten minutes later, when she left to give her report, he followed her down the corridor, badgering her with words until they came to a deserted room and she turned and opened her mouth. "Frak off."

"No."

She had his lapels in her hands and his back to the wall and her mouth on his a second later.

There wasn't anything else to do. She tries to convince herself that she could have not reacted like that, but then she remembers a choked off whimper while Baltar was sliding into her just so. Lee...

One of them moaned, she was never sure which. Fingers and hands, lips--teeth, and she remembers getting her hand down his pants first, although he definitely had coverall stripping down to a fine art.

Bare skin and his teeth scraped her neck, and the moan was definitely hers this time.

She was frantic to feel him on her, fingers and teeth. Arching into his hands until the sounds escaping her mouth distracted her. Almost embarrassing to be this needy when less than two days before--but she wasn't thinking about Baltar.

It didn't happen.

He was hard and she was slick, and there was no finesse in the way he pushed her against the wall and yanked one of her legs around his waist.

They both moaned as he thrust into her.

And it wasn't until then--with him buried inside of her, shoving her ass into the wall as he pounded in and out, his head buried in her neck that she thought it might be wrong.

Too late for it to matter, because he was just that good (or she was just this frakked) and her body was clenching around him and she was coming. A growl escaped her as she fought down the urge to cry out. Last time, she'd imagined it was him, and she'd said his name. This time, it really was him, and she felt the symbolism of not saying it worked better.

Or maybe she really was frakking insane.

"Kara." He said and then bit down on the skin of her shoulder, marking her as he shuddered inside of her.

She remembers stroking a hand through his hair, silent. Because what could you say in a situation like that. It would hurt them both to laugh it off as a joke. And it wasn't a joke (although it had to be a joke, he was the CAG and she was just a pilot).

You can't be everyone's friend, Lee.

It was Lee that moved away first, slid away and began looking for his pants, unable to look at her. His movements were frantic, filled with something she thought was self-loathing. "Lee-"

"Get dressed, Lieutenant."

Right. Dressed.

It's only later, now, where she has nothing else to do but think, that she wonders if he regretted losing his control.

Or if that's only her.

Well, she'll find out soon enough. All she has to do is come out near Caprica, land, avoid the Cylons, fetch the arrow, and return. A cocky smile touches her lips. And she's fairly sure she can do it, too. After all, she's the one and only Starbuck.

-f-

[identity profile] bantha-fodder.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Hullo angstcakes.
ext_18106: (Jo - it's the job)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
*g* And, see, I can't think of them being anything but angsty.;)

[identity profile] stars-like-dust.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I was trying to think of ONE WAY to get them making out without it being angsty and bruising, and couldn't think of one.

[identity profile] katcorvi.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
Guh....once again, ineffablity strikes.

(And damn, I have got to get a BSG icon if I keep reading all this stuff. Where can I get one?)
ext_18106: (JackBeer OTP)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
*giggles* *hides behind you for when Jara gets up*

And, er, there are a few BSG comms with icons and stuff. Who did you want on it?

[identity profile] katcorvi.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
You can hide over there. Plenty of remote controls and books to read.

Yeah, I've just been surfing one site, but didn't find anything that spoke to me. ::melodramtic sigh inserted here::: I'm looking for something generic or with Starbuck...an all occasion BSG icon. *g*
ext_18106: (Default)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Good. *huddles*

Hrm. *pokes at eyes* Hey... I think I can see again.

[identity profile] katcorvi.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 11:30 am (UTC)(link)
Hiding spot available anytime you want it.

Seeing is good.

[identity profile] thekatebeyond.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
I have dozens to share and take requests. (Because I'm graphically obsessed at the moment. Serious iconing addiction.)

Look here (http://www.livejournal.com/users/kate98/8999.html) and
here (http://www.livejournal.com/users/kate98/4091.html) or comment me with requests.

[identity profile] katcorvi.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 11:26 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I took one and will scan the others when I'm not rushed to get to work.

[identity profile] thekatebeyond.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Glad you found something you liked!

(Now I'm off to make more...)

[identity profile] thekatebeyond.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
"Get dressed, Lieutenant." knocked me for a loop. Such a simple statement, so powerful in context. It just screams regret and self-loathing.

I also really liked the fact that you just snuck it right in there in a conceivably canonical way. I mean, it coulda happened, right?

I enjoyed that the most of anything I've read in quite a while.
ext_18106: (Alistaire - Happy Geek)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
First and foremost--especially for Lee, is that he's the CAG. He always drove himself hard to get out from under the stigma of being "Adama's Son"

*cackles* ;)

Canon is, as it has always been, my bitch.

Thank you. =)
morwen_peredhil: (lee beautiful fucked up man)

[personal profile] morwen_peredhil 2005-04-07 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
Angsty goodness. Get me some Prozac. Better yet, give it to Kara and Lee, because they sure as hell need it more than I do.
ext_18106: (Kitty Pete java love)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
*g* Cookies? Thank you! =) (mwahahahaha)

[identity profile] angualupin.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
Mmmm... Angsty Lee/Kara porn. What more could I ask for? You are a goddess. *kisses to lyssie*
ext_18106: (Alistaire - Happy Geek)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
*sigh* They are so pretty and angsty. *g* Thank you! =)
anr: (Default)

[personal profile] anr 2005-04-07 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
mmmm. Kara/Lee. *hums*
ext_18106: (SamJack - Distance)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
*dies* Dude. That's so wrong. Lee/Kara is NOT humwor--ok, maybe it is. But. Kara would eat Pete alive and spit him back out and look so very bored.

Arg.

*eyes*
ext_18106: (SamJack - Distance)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
There's a Sam/Pete comm called 'humworthy' which is always what I associate it with now. *sad* They've ruined my squee.
anr: (Default)

[personal profile] anr 2005-04-07 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
*is sad too*
ext_18106: (SamJack - Distance)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
*distracs self by making Sam icons* (a sure-fire cure)
anr: (Default)

[personal profile] anr 2005-04-07 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
(provided those pictures are not Pete associated...)
ext_18106: (SamJack - Distance)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
They are not. *checks* Space Race, Grace, and... Resurrection.

[identity profile] bijoux.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
You do the angst and the hotness very well. Man, they are so frakked up, I love them. They need to talk and then have more angst-ridden sex or something. LOL.

Lee + self-loathing = awesome. I love when people torture him in stories :)

ext_18106: (Alistaire - Happy Geek)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
*giggles* Why, thank you. They may, in the end, give John and Aeryn a run for their fucked-uppedness (ONLY topped by Nate and Dom. Nate spent a year sleeping with a shapeshifter he thought was Domino... Yeah, now There's angst for ya.). *cackles*

I like making them break. *pets them* They're so pretty when they break.
woodface: (frak off)

[personal profile] woodface 2005-04-07 10:14 am (UTC)(link)
*flails helplessly*

[identity profile] livilla.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 11:50 am (UTC)(link)
Poor frakked up Lee and Kara. Even their sex life is doomed to be angst-ridden. And hot.
ext_18106: (Crichton - DORK)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee. Yes it is. I refuse to assume it will be anything but. Although, I'm sure Ron Moore will make it all happy and cute, or something. After all, he'd say he was being 'avant garde' or something, and no other SciFi Show Has Done It.

No, I'm not a shipper...

[identity profile] livilla.livejournal.com 2005-04-12 10:02 am (UTC)(link)
See, I'm sure banging my head against the wall repeatedly will be less painful than listening to Ron Moore about how his show is So Original. I willing to try this theory, too.

*pets* We know.

[identity profile] elly427.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. Exactly. Another couple who aren't the hearts-and-flowers-hey-let's-make-love type. If they're going to have sex it's going to be angry and hot and nasty and angry. Did I mention angry? Yum, lyss.
ext_18106: (Alistaire - Happy Geek)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-04-07 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
*giggles* Lots of anger. Lots of self-hatred. And no fluff. Damnit. Thank you. =)

[identity profile] musicforcylons.livejournal.com 2005-06-01 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
and I missed this how?

*is so uncool*
ext_18106: (Default)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-06-01 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Er... It was incognito, pretending to be Punisher fic.

;)

[identity profile] musicforcylons.livejournal.com 2005-06-01 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

(is there such a thing?!? O.o)
ext_18106: (Default)

[identity profile] lyssie.livejournal.com 2005-06-01 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. I did a short piece based on the movie. (and having just re-watched it... despite being distracted by half-naked Thomas Jane... I kinda want to write more. Hrm.)