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I have a decree.
And, please don't think I'm taking this lightly. I'm not.
But. There are no more cats allowed to die. We've had three now, and that's it. No more. Got it?
Got up this morning to find Lauren in... distress, I suppose is the best word. Took her to the vet, and discovered she had a fluid-filled abdomen. Once the fluid was checked (it was blood), they could also determine that there was cancer.
Oddly, this didn't surprise me. I hate being right, with a passion.
I'm being clinical because it hurts if I poke at it too much. I had them put her to sleep, since there really isn't... well, if I were made of money, I could do kemotherapy, or a hundred other things. But I'm not. And I don't think I'd want to see her suffer through that, anyway. Would have wanted.
So... I need to call my parents soon. Sigh.
But. There are no more cats allowed to die. We've had three now, and that's it. No more. Got it?
Got up this morning to find Lauren in... distress, I suppose is the best word. Took her to the vet, and discovered she had a fluid-filled abdomen. Once the fluid was checked (it was blood), they could also determine that there was cancer.
Oddly, this didn't surprise me. I hate being right, with a passion.
I'm being clinical because it hurts if I poke at it too much. I had them put her to sleep, since there really isn't... well, if I were made of money, I could do kemotherapy, or a hundred other things. But I'm not. And I don't think I'd want to see her suffer through that, anyway. Would have wanted.
So... I need to call my parents soon. Sigh.