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Travelling...
Well, darlings, it's Monday night. Ok. Technically, Tuesday morning.
The last night in Cali, and I'm already missing it. I really don't want to go back. I know I haven't a right to complain about home. But right now, I like being around people. I like having friends I can physically reach out and snuggle.
So it's not just LA.
I needed this, though. Desperately. The lack of stress (even with the cold) has been so beneficial to my mental health. I no longer think I could down half bottles of alcohol right before bed.
Well. I could if I wanted.
But I don't.
Being away--completely--from home has relaxed me. I'm not zen. But I'm also not an emotional wreck who feels like curling up and never facing the world again.
It's been a hell of a weekend. Maybe when I'm feeling less pleasantly buzzed, I'll go over it.
The last night in Cali, and I'm already missing it. I really don't want to go back. I know I haven't a right to complain about home. But right now, I like being around people. I like having friends I can physically reach out and snuggle.
So it's not just LA.
I needed this, though. Desperately. The lack of stress (even with the cold) has been so beneficial to my mental health. I no longer think I could down half bottles of alcohol right before bed.
Well. I could if I wanted.
But I don't.
Being away--completely--from home has relaxed me. I'm not zen. But I'm also not an emotional wreck who feels like curling up and never facing the world again.
It's been a hell of a weekend. Maybe when I'm feeling less pleasantly buzzed, I'll go over it.